I allowed myself neither panic, recrimination, nor much of anything else. Could I fight my way upstream out of the gorge? I saved the possibility of an attempt against the m…The Manitou7635Edd JenningsJeff SuwakApr 16, 2018·1 min reada person who controls his emotions, not the other way around. Rare thing today, and says a lot about the narrator without actually coming out and just saying it. Great detail.